I'm ready to get fit a perfect resolution for 2011 . :] Even though I do believe that has been my resolution the past two years well hasn't that been every bodies. I really feel this year is the year I will achieve it though I'm trying to get back down to 135. I am almost 200 pounds and that is totally unacceptable but I don't feel over weight considering i have pretty well self -esteem but sometimes when i look at pictures and some clothes i try to where they just done agree all the time. Being over weight runs in my family so I always disliked the people who could eat a lot and never gain a pound loll I have a best friend and cousin just like that.
I'm going on some type of diet and exercise starting Monday Jan 3 until August 3. In that time frame I plan on making my goal. This is all for me my reasons are
1. So i can just be more motivated about life & use it as a stress relief to work out.
2. Be even more beautiful than I already am.
3. So i can show off when i go away to college .
Maybe there are some other reasons to but i just cant think of them. Now all i got to do is make a workout plan :] I need mad motivation along with support & encouragement .
What is life without goals and trying to challenge yourself to do better than what you are doing .
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Life to College
I wanted so bad to go to college. I set down my plan to attend JuCo for a little bit until I can transfer over to Mizzou or Texas A&M. The plan didn't exactly work out that way.
JuCo was easy i know, not extremely easy but something i could accomplish. When life got me down it brought me all the way down. My car started to mess up along with my ex-boyfriend . It was a big ball of stress on a stick. I had no way to school & emotionally didn't feel like attending anyway i made my hole in the ground so big that i felt it was no point of trying to climb out so i stopped going.
Everyone kept asking me how was school going and noticing me staying home often. I couldn't tell them that I had left, so I lied and pretended everything was just OK. My mom would be so hurt & disappointed if she knew so I decided that when spring semester came around I would do better & take summer classes to achieve my goal. Until I recently learned fasfa cut me off for spring so I have no way to pay for school I really had no idea that they would do that.
I had to tell my mom. I always thought or felt like I can handle everything on my own. I didn't want anybody stressing over how my life is going/was going I just wanted them to know the good stuff the outcome. I never intended on dropping out, i don't want to quit. I wanted them to know that i will get to my degree no matter what happens on the way, I will get it right.
I'm thinking Juco wasn't the best choice for me. I am the person who needs to be fully submerged into what I'm trying to achieve and to get that i need to have the REAL college experiences. it will motivate me more to do good if I'm around those type of people day in day out and if i would have left i wouldn't have had the emotional stress over some guy. I just hope that I can fix this mistake.
JuCo was easy i know, not extremely easy but something i could accomplish. When life got me down it brought me all the way down. My car started to mess up along with my ex-boyfriend . It was a big ball of stress on a stick. I had no way to school & emotionally didn't feel like attending anyway i made my hole in the ground so big that i felt it was no point of trying to climb out so i stopped going.
Everyone kept asking me how was school going and noticing me staying home often. I couldn't tell them that I had left, so I lied and pretended everything was just OK. My mom would be so hurt & disappointed if she knew so I decided that when spring semester came around I would do better & take summer classes to achieve my goal. Until I recently learned fasfa cut me off for spring so I have no way to pay for school I really had no idea that they would do that.
I had to tell my mom. I always thought or felt like I can handle everything on my own. I didn't want anybody stressing over how my life is going/was going I just wanted them to know the good stuff the outcome. I never intended on dropping out, i don't want to quit. I wanted them to know that i will get to my degree no matter what happens on the way, I will get it right.
I'm thinking Juco wasn't the best choice for me. I am the person who needs to be fully submerged into what I'm trying to achieve and to get that i need to have the REAL college experiences. it will motivate me more to do good if I'm around those type of people day in day out and if i would have left i wouldn't have had the emotional stress over some guy. I just hope that I can fix this mistake.
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