Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Houston Baby

Vacation vacation vacation. It really wasnt a vacation but a wonderful business trip. To be out the mid-west and in the south is the best transition for me right now. Make a move, take a chance, "carpe diem". I have spent so many years planning my escape from this place that holds all my darkest secrets, my worst nightmares, and my biggest fears. I am not running but taking off these shackles and walking to a brighter future.
I was listening to a song called uncharted and the phrase compare where you are and where you want to be will get you nowhere. That's exactly what i have been doing for the past year or so. I have to make a move, look at where i want to be and get there, that's it.
Looking at the stars from the beach really assured me that this is the move i want to make and my life will always consist of good choices because any choice is a good choice as long as you choose. Your life will always take you throw hard places but its your choice where you want those hard places to occur. Taking risk or sitting at home, breathing day to day or living day to day.

you only have one life many choices and eternal mistakes so take advantage of them all
Carpe Diem
--Michelle Love

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Finals Week !!

Yes I have completed. Im so happy that even if i dont get the best grades I am happy to at least try and finished i didnt give up. Life struggles had me down the fall semester but this past spring semester went A LOT BETTER. Still trying to figure out if i will be going to TSU ( Texas Southern ) in the fall or just staying here for another year. I know what the right thing to do would be but that conflicts with what i actually WANT to do. Welp let me finish studying for one of my final finals :] Good evening .


Yes I study, i just take time out to do more complex things . :] peace love & beauty

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Life of a Poet : Down As* Bit*h


Down Ass Bitch
I let you consume me, have me, love me
While I stay begging you just don’t hurt me
I stay by your side all through those late nights you don’t come home
I think and rethink about leaving you every other week
There’s just something about you that makes me weak
You got this hold, this claw, your foot on my heart
I let you rip it, fix it, and watch as you tear it right back apart
I let you drag me through these situations
And watch as you stare in my face and swear its not true
I know you been creeping -- my best friend, my cousin
Hell who knows -- you sure wouldn’t care
I have to be stupid to let you back in again
I know you been cheating
Those naked pics sure got me convinced
Got me fighting wit every chick that hit or licked
Cause I’m your down ass bitch --- Right
No need for me to recollect those Polo boots, those Polo shirts
Or the money I helped you pay on your tags
You have given me smiles, laughs, memories…
Tears, heart ache, pain, bruises,
and lets not fail to mention that LITTLE thing you brought back from that ol’ dame
Oh and laughs
So I stay cause I’m your down ass bitch --- Right
I know you got that one girl pregnant
But I’m sure it isn’t yours
Who am I kidding I wouldn’t leave even if it was
Cause I’m your down ass bitch--- Right
I must admit you kind of flipped the script
When you came around wit that new chick
Who cares if we split
You still licky lick and ask to beat the kit
Cause I’m your down ass bitch--- Right
You fucks me up how you want to end this shit
And be all up in my face talking bout Abort the shit
I swear I thought you loved me
Shit, I thought I was your down ass bitch

Sunday, January 2, 2011

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